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Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Just another day....NOT

Yay! Finally something worth updating the blog about!!!
Today was a momentous day for me...I registered for Grad School today!! A couple of months ago I applied to  a Clinical Social Work program on a satellite campus in Missoula run through Walla Walla University. I got accepted a while ago, but had decided not to go due to the cost and our uncertain future here in Missoula. 
I was never really content with that decision, and the more that I thought about it and the more that Jason and I talked about it the more I felt like I was making the wrong choice in not going. This is something that I really want to do, once I graduate I will be eligible to get my licensure through the state of MT and become a therapist. I will hopefully then continue to do the type of work that I do now, just on a higher level :) It will only take a year to complete, unlike other programs I was looking at, which should fit well in to the plan we have for adding on to our family! I know that it will be tough with both Jason and me in school at the same time, but that part will only be for about 6 weeks, and since I have class only once a week, I know we will make it through! I've learned a lot of important lessons recently; and I'm glad I've had the experience. I've learned that it is sooooo important to have a supportive, loving husband, one that cares what you want out of life and is willing to work with you to get those things. I've learned that when I say I want to work on improving an aspect of my personality, I will be tested in that area. I wrote not long ago about wanting to focus on the present and stop making excessive plans for the future, and I have been given the opportunity to do that now. I don't know exactly what will happen for us once Jason graduates in May, but I do know that we will figure it out and that everything will be ok. I have also learned that what I want is important, and in order to be a Great mom and wife, I also need to make sure that I can do some things that make me happy too. Ok....signing off!

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Let's Talk About.....

Well....I haven't updated this in about a month or so, and since a certain person keeps pestering me to do it...here we go :) Not a lot has happened, hence my delay in updating this. But I will find something to talk about that hopefully won't put anyone to sleep....
Hmmm...what has been on my mind lately....Well mostly the future I guess. I have filled my days and boring work hours with what could/would/should happen in the upcoming few months and years. I make plans and then just pass time waiting for them to happen. But what happens while I wait for my life to get better/richer/easier? Am I missing out on valuable time or experiences with my family? Maybe. Do I spend too much time trying to map out every aspect of our future? Yes. It occured to me that no matter what happens in my life, I will always be able to find something I want, something that seems better than what I have. Then I wonder....Why? What's the point? The more times I think I have everything planned, the more often my plans change. So what to do....
Yes, Jason and I should have a plan and goals that we work for. But spending all of my time thinking and planning....that needs to stop. When I stop and look around, I realize that lo and behold, I am happy! I have an amazing husband and a daughter that I can't get enough of. I am very blessed, and I think that as long as I realize that and work in a non-obsessive way to do my best to create a good life with my family...I will be all set. I should spend more time working on creating an even better marriage, being a good parent, and a good person. So, in conclusion, I am going to work on becoming a little less crazy and to enjoy my life as it is, not wish away the time I have. Jason will be happy to hear this...he probably gets a liiiiitle tired of my incessant planning. 
Peace Out Girl Scout :)